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Revolution Of A Man: noun 1. a drastic and far-reaching change in ways of thinking and behaving
Hey dad look at me/Think back and talk to me/Did I grow up according to plan?/And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?/But it hurts when you disapprove all along...
And now I try hard to make it/I just want to make you proud/
I'm never gonna be good enough for you/I can't pretend that/I'm alright/And you can't change me...
And now I try hard to make it/ I just want to make you proud/
I'm never gonna be good enough for you/I can't stand another fight/And nothing's alright...
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said/Nothing's gonna make this right again/Please don't turn your back/
I can't believe it's hard/Just to talk to you/
But you don't understand
Simple Plan- Perfect
Transgender*ism.
It effects more people than you could imagine. It effects me. It's not a bad thing. It's not unlawful. It's not sick or disgusting. It's nothing that should make you feel threatened or uncomfortable around me. It's nothing that you, or I, can change. It doesn't give you a reason to make fun of me, call me names, or even ignore me. I'm still a human being. It's not a disease. You can't catch it from me, or anyone else for that matter. I'm just like you in a sense. I watch TV like you do. New York Yankees? I love them. I shop where you shop. I go online like you do. Are you seeing a pattern? I do what you do, watch what you watch and shop where you shop. I'm an average person with a gender identity disorder. It doesn't make me a freak. It makes me uncomfortable to live in this body that is so uncompatable with my mind and gender, its unbelieveable. It's something I have gotten used to and you, in time, if at all, will get used to also. If I didn't tell you, and if you never knew me before my transition, you may have never known that I was born a female, on the outside.
I wish nobody ever knew that.
You "know" you understand what goes on in my head. You think you understand what goes on in my head. You "can" understand what goes on in my head. I wish you could understand what goes on in my head.
